I'm sinking into the sediment of my
beauty state,
its loomeries of secret birds, scraping
shallows, rip tide only as warm
as the blood of sharks
swarming.
Tenderness can be the wildest instinct
of all:
tenderness and I am
swimming the body of water
and I am content that the water
should taste like water
and I am content that I tear
flesh from the bone with my bone
teeth,
and I am content to wash my body
with the orange
stone of soap
that smells of orange and
of obscuring steam.
You are literally a Bishop Pine:
you there,
angled toward the caliche forest,
feet dug into quartz soil,
bristly baby
fed lovingly by the beauty state.