gigantic gigantic gigantic

i decided to delete all of my posts except for the ones i meant.

i found that i didnt really mean any of them.

i tend to find that i dont really mean anything.





funny that
film canister minds
reels
clicking

miles of
strips of
blank
negatives.

i am not
against
listening


the pixies again.
thirteen year old
allison
gave away her hand
in the mountains.
remember
that?


remember
that?
allyssa and me
we walked through
the bear night
to the camp site

i left my boots
at the porch
of the tent

and
this i know:
his teeth as white
as snow.

and this i know,
his teeth as white as
snow.

allison gave her
hand away
when it
when she
was thirteen.

it was
gigantic
gigantic
gigantic
a big
big
love.

and i know you think
i mean
his dick right?

but no.
gigantic gigantic
gigantic

a big, big, love.





but now it's

where is my mind?

and now it's

hey been trying to meet you.

and now it's

i wanna be be a debaser.



and now it's

hey been trying to meet you.

must be a devil between us.

or my own

bad bad intentions i've got bad
intentions

a big big love.











get it got it good. ?